If there’s one thing I am good at, it’s shutting people off, unintentionally and intentionally at the same time. Perhaps, this is my defense mechanism not to get hurt. Weird thing is, I really wanna jump into something different because I know it’ll make me happy, but I choose not to. Because I’m scared.
And now, I’m doing it again. Here we go, like your ordinary routine when turning off my computer, click Start, select Shut down. Confirm Ok. Sigh.